Am I not strong enough ?

it is so hurt to face all of these. To know that she is still want you to be hers again. I do not know what is inside of my mind. I do not know what to do. I do not know what to say. Perfectly, I am jealous toknow all of the things that still she keeps and remember about you. i know, it is useless for me to care about what she is feeling, but still I say "I CAN'T". I do not know what the reason.

Last night, I dream of us. you, me and her. it is painful. there, u play music for her. and I watch for it through one of the social networks. unconciously, the tears fall down and wake me up from the sleep and the neightmare. but, i am still happy, because you make me sure that just me in your heart now. I wish . .